i'll have to expound upon this more tomorrow because i'm slightly delirious at the moment but i have to say i'm blessed by all that God's teaching me and revealing about myself. the past couple weeks i have found myself digging deep within my being trying to figure out what makes me tick. in a nut shell i've been questioning God with my calling, something that has been heard mentioned multiple times within these entries. i think that somewhere along the road my eyes were opened and my ears as well and i've finally been able to get the deep and rich realization as to why God's created me just the way i am. it's been a humbling experience.

it's also opened up this portal to viewing the scriptures in a way i never have before. it's always just been black and white and sometimes red ... never real stories. it was only something i could occasionally relate to. but now, i'm hearing story after story of bible characters that i'm like HEY, that's me! it's awesome. i look forward to sharing more tomorrow when i get back from my bible study with tristan, i've mulled it over and i've started my chores. : D

i'm also finally seeing my ministry start to take off. talk about giving wings to my heart.